i have officially had the hardest time getting back into the swing of working and having a “normal” schedule- I think there is part of me that craves the routine that I love, but in the same about I love feeling free and spontaneous- welcome to the conflict that is my inner self.
I feel trained by the product of too many years of school to be conditioned that fall is the time to start over, it’s almost a fresher start that new years or a birthday…however i don’t feel that freshness of start-ness I’m can’t switch into “normal” mount hermon life with the ease that i want or would hope to achieve.
so here i sit in my office on my “lunch” break and just kinda want to rest my head on my desk take a deep breath, and maybe, well maybe take a nap….hahahaha
i need to get more creative….ok? yeah and this blog doesn’t hold me accountable to that need at all. i miss the university enviornment where creativity was encouraged and you could find around every corner and conversation….bah!
oh and I lost my keys
last night i lost my cell phone
found the phone have no idea where the keys are
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